It is with incredibly mixed feelings that I have decided to give up the pump. That thing has been so much a part of my life that frankly, I am floundering without it today. I don’t know what to do without those stupid horns hooked to my chest.
If I am a smart mommy, I’ll use part of the time I used to invest in the pumping to invest in my children again. They desperately need their mama back. Attitudes, behavior, lack of school, it’s all out of control.
There’s still a sadness, though. Sigh. I wonder still, even as a mother of eight, if one can ever be absolutely sure of any parenting decision.
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